furiousflame

hand gonna broke arrrr

2005-07-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

copy 20 line per definitions wrong... i get 3/15.. so i need copy 240 sentences.. used 6 foolscape paper.. one night must finish all cos next day must hand in.. wat is this man.. anyway.. is my fault also lar.. who ask me nv treat the definition test seriously.. nv study much.. so cannot blame ppl.. so in conclusion.. i am the one who is abusing my hand.. lolx.. so long nv copy lines le.. rmb last time i copy correction so many times is at secondary.. nv think that come jc also need to copy lines one... maybe tat a useful method to apply to those who hack care of test ba.. lol.. i go continue my lines le..

19 July'05 @ 2330

InItIaL D

2005-07-04T19:19:00.000+08:00

today afternoon went to watch movie with my frens.. actually is planned to watch ytd.. but my frens cannot make it.. then in the afternoon.. my headache come again.. this week is the 3rd time le... think i eat too many unhealthy food.. then i fa re ba.. becos of my headache.. i dun have mood to do anything.. not to say play bball with my fren.. haiz.. then he misunderstood again.. say i see him then feel disgusted, so i dun want go.. ps him.. but tat not the case.. haiz.. if i dun have headache.. cckcc quite near my hse.. wat for i ps him.. last sentence he say i jio u.. then u ps me.. next time u jio me.. i sure wun turn up... so today movie.. he did not come.. reason : headache... haiz.. maybe tomoro go sch.. face each other i will feel awkward ba.. cos he surely hate me................
4 July'05 @ 1919

PES A =)

2005-06-23T01:28:00.000+08:00

today is my medical check up.. woke up at 7.. so long didnt wake up so early le.. abit bu xi guan.. reach CMPB abt 8.. at there so sianz.. dunno do wat.. bring notes but didnt read at all.. 1st station.. hearing test.. almost scare me.. cos before me got one person keep rasing right hand.. then the officer ask him whether he got read the instruction carefully anot... when my turn.. i onli hear sound from the right.. so i keep raising right abt 6 times ba.. then i thought my hearing siao le.. y keep on right.. then finally i hear left.. then the rest left... see the report.. hearing OK.. hmm.. relieve le.. 2nd station eye check.. tat one is alright for me =) 3rd station blood and urine test... tat one abit nervous at first.. cos i nv do blood test using finger b4.. 4th station x ray.. tat one dunno can say wat.. 5th station teeth check.. i dun understand wat they mean.. but i think i got some prob ba.. when i small i dun like brush teeth.. tat y teeth alot of prob and i dun like go see dentist.. ( now i got brush hor) .. 6th station which is the last body check station.. took the longest time... first part blood pressure.. take 2 time.. cos 1st time abit high.. dunno izzit due to lack of slp or obesity... 2nd part CIDI.. dunno wat that.. 3rd part consultation.. naked there and cough.. haha.. come out tat rm.. wait awhile.. and i receive my status.. PES A.. then go do mental interview thru com stuff.. boring sia.. think too boring le.. anyhow do.. i finish le.. those inside b4 i come in still doing.. think they take it very serious.. then do maths and pattern and sequence and physics qn... eh.. tot easy.. but actually quite hard.. always didnt manage to finish b4 the time limit... whole check up from 8 to 12+ ba.. come home slp.. cos last night 3am then slp.. blehx...
23 June'05 @ 0128

Finally

2005-06-21T01:52:00.000+08:00

eh.. think the problem solve le ba.. now i go see both webby all updated le.. yaya.. nothing to write abt today.. didnt study at all despite having mid year next week.. play with my two cousin lor.. then today eat damn alot... steamboat + bbq with family... i keep on eat and eat.. finish 1st rd rest awhile eat 2nd rd... think my napfa gonna fail le.. i need to get at least a silver so as to pass.. which mean 5 pull up min.. i onli manage to do 3 during my last test... think retest also same result ba.. *must control myself le.. dun see food then chiong* blehx =p

21 June'05 @ 0152

WAT WRONG!!!!

2005-06-20T02:01:00.000+08:00

i ytd change my blogskin.. but i dunno y.. http://furiousflame.blogspot.com is the new skin i changed... but when u go www.furiousflame.blogspot.com.. u will see the old skin.. and most impt is tat.. the post at www.furiousflame.blogspot.com has NOT been updated.. it is stuck at the last last post... haiz.. so guys who want to link me.. pls change to http://furiousflame.blogspot.com but not www . (blah blah) Hmm.. today i went to my grandma hse.. saw my 1mth plus baby cousin.. he is so cute.. look like hao shao wen sia.. or more look like a monk =.=" when i say he look like monk.. he like not happy.. use cry to complain.. so cute... wonder how long must i wait before i can have mine.. lolx..

PS: pls change ur link wor.. if not u will think i nv update my blog

20 June'05 @ 0201

a bdae party

2005-06-18T16:49:00.000+08:00

ytd i organise a steamboat in my hse.. invited my sec sch fren.. i decided to hold it becos my fren say he subsidies 20.. then my mother also okay abt it.. receive 4 presents ytd.. 1 t-shirt.. 1 cap.. 1 bag.. and 1 towel.. erm.. think i buy too much food le.. we all cannot finish.. then i cut cake.. first time i see cake totally finish.. maybe is my cutting skill good.. just nice.. blehx.. no lar.. they say the last few person take very ke lian.. cos i cut smaller and smaller =p

18 JUNE'05 @ 1658

FUN aNd SaD

2005-06-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

today my first time "taunt" outside until 5+ in the morning then secretly went home.. i quietly open the door and quickly change and lie on my bed to slp.. thinking tat my parents sure dunno when i reach home.. at 11 in the morning.. my father ask me up to eat tim sum at warren country club... to pacify them not to scold for my late return.. i of cos agree lar.. must be a good boy ma.. so i faster wake up and changed.. then my mother ask me wat time i reach home... at first i say.. 2 or 3 lor.. but she say she wake up at 5 and saw i still not at home.. i told her is she eye sot.. nv see wrongly.. but i can see tat she noe tat i sure later than 5 reach home de.. after eating tim sum.. she ask me go home slp.. today cannot go anywhere le.. must stay at home study.. if not next time i wun be able to go out at night.. haiz.. my life is being control.. wat can i do.. then in the afternoon.. my fren ask me go buy shoe.. not i dun want to go.. is my parent say cannot.. my life not as carefree as anybody thinks lor.. i need to obey my parents at times.. cant u just understand my situation and stop saying those harsh words.. this is not the first time u say... haiz..
05 June'05 @ 2328

PRINTER

2005-05-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

yeah.. today went to jurong point with parents to buy a 3 in 1 printer.... lolx.. bought it becos my printer no ink.. bought it becos i need to print my medical questionaire.. bought it becos mother win money due to mahjong? lolx.. think the fatal cause is the printer not expensive ba.. hehe.. whole day do nothing at all.. just play hyper relay and buy printer.. and both things can actually last me the whole day.. think i slack too much le.. didnt do any hw at all lor even though is a long weekend.. lolx.. nvm lar.. think i will start my revision at june ba.. hope i got the mental right at june to study and not play.....
23 May'05 @ 2319

National "A" division competition

2005-04-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

first match was on monday.. vs yjc.. we won by 2 : 0.. eh.. it was quite expected that we will win.. we taken a step closer to maintain our aim at top 4.. however.. ytd match against tjc.. we lose badly.. lose 2:0 .. so sad.. cos even if we win mjc on fri.. we will meet 2 giants.. which mean 2 of the last year top 3 jc.. surely very hard to get into top 4 de =< haizzz.. maybe our fate have been sealed when we lose ytd.. that y we all totally have no mood after the match.. coach say wat we done already done.. that nothing we can do abt it.. true enuff... lose is wat we cause ourselves.. we have no one to blame.. onli ourselves... today morning stomachache.. so nv go sch.. but still attend afternoon training.. dunno y.. maybe is due to the fact we lose ytd.. whole team seem very sianzzz.. not much team spirit there when we train... haizzzz.. y we lose... Y Y Y
14 April' 05 @ 0029

sprain my leg =(

2005-04-07T11:36:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog le... dunno wat to write.. eh... ytd sprain my leg during cca.. very pain now cos i dun care.. still continue to train after some time... abit regret le.. competition coming.. hope my leg will be alright b4 competition... these few days go sch abit sianzz.. dunno y.. i feel that the gap between me and 3 bros getting wider.. i dunno wat i did tat make them isolate me.. haiz.. this feeling is bad.. just like being blame when u dun even noe what u did wrong... i noe i very stupid.. always say wrong things.. but just becos of all these thing.. u all need to treat me like this...
07 April'05 @ 11.47

a study day? or a playing day?

2005-03-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

wake up at 11+... mother buy lunch.. it is chicken rice... lolx.. after eating.. went to do some maths qn that teacher want us to prepare before common test... since tomoro is maths mock exam.. so i think i better try the qns... 2pm++ teck meng call me and say meet at 245 at lot 1.. i tot we just plan to study... but not long later 1 msg come and say we will be playing bball later.. but i still go lar.. cos cannot ps last min... i pack pack my stuff and go with a 3/4 and t-shirt... after 2 hr of studying... we feel sianz.. so go play bball until 7+... then eat my dinner at lot 1... after that reach home at 9... watch tv lor.. no mood to study sia... 2 hr of studying izzit consider a studying day?? i dun think so ba.. haha.. so shld be a playing day
14 March'05 @ 2247

Tired Day

2005-03-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

suppose to wake up at 7 to prepare go volleyball training... but when alarm ring.. i still keep slping... till 7.20.. send a msg telling captain say i got stomachache... cannot go... but at 7.50.. receive a msg saying come lar.. today play friendly nia.. thinking tat since no tough training... so go lor... got 2 main team player did not come... thus i was given a chance to play 1st 2nd and 5th match... so cool... somemore coach praise me alittle bit for 1st and 2nd match... at least i got earn pt by myself... but i still got kanna reprimanded lar.. cos i not very good... after training go home slp... till 3+.. wei qi msg me and say go teck meng hse.. intend to play bball... but raining.. so play winning eleven again lor.. lolx.. 11pm then go home... a long day today.. so tired...
13 March'05 @ 0014

A girl And A fren

2005-03-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

Y must ppl like someone when that person dun even like him... y cant a person just fall in love with a person who like him? y must heaven play joke on ppl? today after sch at 5+... i went to long john silver with my 3 closest fren... and the girl who i like fall in love with one of my closest fren... and i believe that my closest fren is abit interested in her... maybe it becos of their sms content ba... during the whole dinner... my eyes keep wandering off.. i trying very hard to avoid my closest fren hp... but my eyes keep going near it... it is hurt to see wat they r msging.. ( even though no sweet talk all these lar ).. but i just cant control my eyes... i feel hurt.. but i put a brave front... hope my other 2 frens and ( him especially ) dun figure out that i am sad.. even though they noe i am interested in her... i dun want "him" to noe because i am trying to ask him to accept her... maybe u may wonder... siao arr.. like someone still ask other ppl to accept her for wat? i dunno how to ans this qn.. maybe in my mind.. i just noe that since both of them are interested in each other.. furthermore 1 is the one i like.. 1 is my closest fren... if they are together... onli i am sad... if i force myself on her.. she wun be happy and my closest fren will lose someone who like him.. then both of them are not happy... can i be so selfish? N O!!.. i cant and i nv will be... tat y i really hope they can faster be together... so i wun go and do anything.. just respect the girl as my bro "wife"... cos i am those who definitely wun break a couple up one.. ( anyway i dun have this ability too ) ... on my way home... i feel like crying.. ( childish rite? so old still cry ).. but my tear just wun drop... maybe becos i already get used to it le ba... seeing too many girl falling in love with others but not me.. lolx.. so pitiful rite? lolx.. anyway.. i feel that i shld not be stubborn on things that will nv tally with wat i want it to be... it is just wasting ur time and effort.. it is just like study study study... in the end get F F F.. so no fate mean no fate.. dun force urself against it... just like if cant cope with jc.. go poly.. force urself 2 yr.. in the end F F F.. where can u go? still must go poly.. it is just like taking a long route to reach a place u dun wish to go and u dun want it tat way.. but no choice.. cant change anything .. cos human strength are limited
10 March'05 @ 2048

NO MOOD!!!!!

2005-03-06T14:19:00.000+08:00

this few days keep blogging.. dunno y so many things to write... haizzzz... wake up at 11am... saw alison msg me... 1st thing on my head is JAE... then i open her msg... 1st msg.. i feel like going poly... 2nd msg.. i changing liao hor... my heart totally sank dunno y... maybe is i feel it happen too fast... ytd just go temple pray she wun regret... today she msg me say she regret... omg.. this make me to ponder does praying really got use? even though no mood... breakfast still have to eat... it is duck rice... at first is me and my sis eat... she ate faster than me!!!.. first time.. then my father come eat... he eat finish i still eating... wth i am doing... i just sit there staring blankly.. mind keep thinking y she regret... left 1 more day JaE end le.. u may think i siao one.. y force ppl? maybe i just selfish lor... maybe i just stubborn.. so after eating keep psychoing her.. but i think no matter wat i say also no use... she already make up her mind... wanted to go slp.. hope when i wake up got mood again... but i cant fall asleep.. so i went out for a run... it was really relaxing after run... but the bad thing is now i have a headache... omg.. so suay... 1 prob go.. 1 prob come.. haiz
06 March'05 @ 1655

Full long day

2005-03-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

today is sat... meant to be my cca day... but i nv go.. instead i went to Science Centre for CIP briefing cos i sign up dunno wat blah blah thing with my frens... hehe.. hmm.. thru out the science centre trip is ok lar.. quite fun and got learn some knowledge.. so long nv go there le.. it is like been years lor... after that me and teck meng meet and siang jun go queenstown meet my 2 other frens wei qi and andy... lucky nv pass 12.. cos we bet if who nv come before 12.. the latest must treat the rest 1 long john silver meal A... lolx.. actually go queensway is to buy ballers id one.. but no stock.. so we change out location to BUGiS.. cos andy want to pray guan yin temple... i got pray too.. cos since we are there le... i very greedy.. pray quite a no. of things.. 1. hope i can do well in A lvls.. 2. hope that i will be safe.. 3 hope my fren alison wun regret wat i force her to choose.. hehe.. see i so good.. no lar.. cos i really scare she will regret as she live yishun.. ask her come pj study really is very long dist.. but i still keep psycho her to come... hehe.. after all the praying.. we went to teck meng hse... play winning 11 kanna thrash 6-0... omg.. louya rite? 1st time play ps 2 get this kind of result.. so demoralising.. lolx.. then play wat kanna thrash wat... so sianz one.. no fate between me and ps 2.. we play until 2300 then we went home.. and now i am here blogging after i reach home and took my bath
06 March'05 @ 0019

A lvl results

2005-03-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

today is the day for graduating ppl as it is the day tat will determine their future... whether go U or no choice go poly... today also concern me abit ... cos i will be taking my A lvl chinese ... i get a B3... haizz... i tot i can get at least a A man... but in the end turn up to be a B... so disappointing.. but cannot show a dissapointing face cos B3 is not a bad result... and ppl may think i may haolian my grade... B3 still sad .. wat abt those b4 c5 c6? wouldnt they more worse... after taking result.. i walk pass a classroom... She was there... but i cant see whether she got good or bad result... hope her result not tat bad.. at least can pass so she no need retake... In fact before getting result.. i saw her outside toilet.. she was with her fren... i have the desire to say good luck to her.. but when the words just abt to come out.. i swallow it again.. i just cant pluck up my courage.. i so hum ji rite?? lolx .. and i just pretend nv see her and walk pass her... haha... hope next yr result day.. my name will be read off by principal... it is just a dream.. hope it can come true
04 March'05 @ 2300

Hall Of Fame

2005-03-03T17:17:00.000+08:00

yeah... today i was in hall of fame for physics lecture test 2 ... but onli get 15/25 ... lolx.. but i must say really is all tyco de.. alot of concept i dunno... but i just tyco get it rite all by guessing... haiz.. but kanna suan by my frens say i always study at home like hell de.... seriously i dun... i cannot study at home... cos i will be disrupted by tv and com... or even will find frens tok on phone de... tat y i dun study at home ok? and it is the same for this test... onli study in sch.. at home onli alittle bit...really is a little bit... wonder wat is her result of this physics test... hope she didnt do tat badly... pray pray pray
03 March'05 @ 1730

Where my mood gone?

2005-02-23T20:19:00.000+08:00

today is IETL day... also smart casual day for PJC... i wore my new years clothing... lolx... a t- shirt with a pair of jeans... haiz.. very ugly.. cos dunno wat to wear... my mood was not bad till physics lecture period... cos i overheard her fren asking my fren for a guy (who is one of the 3 buddy) no. ... lolx.. dunno y... my heart sank till the bottom... long time dun have this kind of feeling... thru out the whole lecture... i did not say anything.. even when the teacher is crapping... sometime i totally no mood to laugh.. the other time i was just faking a smile... haiz... another minor thing tat spoil my mood is tat CLIFF actually sit beside me... OMG... wat a unlucky period.. really hope 1 day he can be chase out of sch by miss tan... it seems that i am bad.. but i feel whole class think the same way as me ba.....
23 February'05 @ 2026

boring sunday

2005-02-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

ytd slp at 11... wake up at 2... pig rite? lolx... actually 11am i woke up le... but nothing to do.. so just keep forcing myself to slp lor.. then keep wake and slp wake and slp till 2 pm then i eat mee goreng... no $$ .. so can onli eat mee goreng at home... lolx.. today is the 2nd day i didnt msg her... always write le.. in the end erase it away... cos i think i have been irriating the previous days or week... hehe.. anyway.. sms burst le.. so dun send is better... lolx

20 Feburary'05 @ 5.17pm

CHINESE NEW YEAR

2005-02-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so fast 2 days holiday finish le.. tomoro must return back to sch.. but heng tomoro onli got 1 subject which is physics.. .the rest is PE.. assembly.. chinese.. economy seem to be better... but how come my ang bao money like shrink like tat de... one year lesser than a year.. but nvm lar... got some can spend enuff le.. lolx.. pray next year got more lor.. today afternoon play pool with my fren... then come back home after my fren go meet ppl... then whole night there half slp half watching tv... lolx.. understand wat is half slp half watch? that mean slp 15min wake up watch.. then fall asleep again.. then wake up again.. lolx
10 February'05 @ 2250

new year jeanx

2005-01-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

ytd went to causeway samuel and kelvin to buy new years clothes... i added 2 jeans into my cupboard... lolx... 30% offer wor.. if not i wun buy 2 le.. lolx... still haven buy clothes... muz find a day to go out buy some nice shirt.... think will buy t-shirt ba... today whole day slack at home.. do 1 to 2 maths qn then tired le... so stop le... computer nothing to play also... so blog blog here ^^ tomoro must wake up early again... =(

23 January'05 @ 1902

tired.....

2005-01-19T19:15:00.000+08:00

just reach home from school... today xtremely tired sia... firstly is due to the sleeping at 2+ last night... or shld call this morning... lolx actually can dun go sch de.. cos parents allow.. but i still insist going... guai rite? lolxxxx.... no lar.. is actually today lesson quite short... dun go waste 1 mc or 1 letter... however... i cannot absorb anything from classes... dunno wat my brain doing also... all blank... it is especially so after eating my recess... keep falling asleep in econ class... 2ndly... after sch got volleyball training... today got trial.. so heng heng training not so tough... but after training... leg ache... maybe is due to the lack of slp ba... ya.. very tired le... go slp slp
19 January'05 @ 7.21pm

3rd week of jc 2

2005-01-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

today is the start of the 3rd week of my jc 2.... did not do any hw today... lolx.. cos teacher nv assign... tat wat i am... nv assign i wun do de... maybe shld say i am lazy ba... lesson still so boring... esp gp... like having a 1 hr break sia.. whole lesson chatting non- stop... teacher nv catch... teacher nv care... if for lazy student like me... i will say not bad cos study is stress... always stress... one last sentence... if u dun want ur life revolve ard studies... dun come jc... lolxxx
17 january'05 @ 10.22pm

christmas!!!

2004-12-26T01:24:00.000+08:00

2 days ago, went to my auntie hse to celebrate christmas... this is the 4th year i go there every christmas eve le... last 3 yr my present is always wallet.. and finally this yr... is a t-shirt... lose $7 when playing 21 points... ytd slp at 3 and wake up at 8, then play x box, after that eat lunch at their hse and reach home abt 2 - 3... feeling very tired.. so i sleep again.. lolx.. woke up liao meet someone... got a long sleeved shirt for present ^^.. then go back home again.. nothing to do.. watch tv and now here i am.. blogging
26th December'04 @ 1.30am

tio pang seh.. haizzz

2004-12-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

morning wake up at 8 for volleyball training... plan to watch shutter at PS in the afternoon with someone... but last min tat person cannot make it... haizzz... then no choice went to lot 1 eat KFC with my volleyball frens... after tat go home then play maplestory... nothing to do... everyday say must revise.. in the end nv revise... haizzz. when will i have my mood of studying???

8 December'04 @ 2147

yoz everyone

2004-12-05T19:23:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog... nothing to write leh... meaning not much things happen to me lor... today also.. but i still blog to show that i am still alive... if u happen to be sad to see i still alive... then cry ba... lolz... today went to westmall walk walk... then go home watch vcd... nothing to do... still haven revise.. no mood.. oh ya.. add things that happen ytd.. i went to bbq.. it is a farewell bbq for my volleyball seniors... wish all of u the best for ur coming "botak" ( national service )
05 December'04 @ 1929

LOST!!!!!!

2004-11-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

ytd lost to st hilda ( weaker team ).. today lost to hai sing.. losing these two games, we sure cannot get into semi - final le... but we already very happy that we can get into top 8... fri will be our last match... opponent is st hilda ( stronger team ) which we know is sure lose... hope that we wun lose so badly... wish the main 6 all the best and give in ur best shot ^^
24th November'04 @ 8.28pm

Win Again But....

2004-11-18T18:52:00.000+08:00

VS victoria school.. no coach ard cos he is also a coach of victoria.. if he help any side.. it is not fair... first match won... 2nd lose and it is caused by me... 3rd match won again... when the score is 20 ( ours ) : 11 (theirs).. i was being sub in... another 5 pt and we will win the game.. so they want to let me play... however, the person who i sub is daniel (captain) cos he dun want to sub others.. he say sub other ppl no good.. so sub him.. but his turn is at back row, which i dunno how to play. in other words is play very lousy, therefore need a person to help me play when i was at backrow and only replaced me after he go front row.. i miss alot of first ball... and after 7 - 8 balls ba... i was being sub out again.. i not sad becos i sub out, i sad becos i cause the team to lose that match.. i feel very guilty.. almost can win.. but drag down by me.. haizzz.. SoRrY tEaM!!!

WON!!!

2004-11-16T01:55:00.000+08:00

first big competition... Under-19 volleyball competition.. in chinese is shao(4) nian(2) bei(1) for my sch start today... we VS singapore combined sch today... i was so nervous... but only manage to be substitute in at last few balls.. haha.. but to me already very good le... even we win the game... but whole team are not really feeling victorious.. mainly is because of the coach scolding... cos first match thrash them.. but lose 2nd and last match fight very tough... coach feel that playing with sec 2 sec 3.. we shldnt play until 2-1.. and keep reprimanding each and everyone mistake and errors.. even though we can improve from his reprimanding... the mood that we leave the place is definitely sad than happy...
16 November @ 1 .04 am

thought of her

2004-11-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

ytd go petir there eat dinner... it is the 2nd time my family eat there... and both time when i reach there... the only person in my mind was her... Although 2 of my fren live there lar.. but i only think of her... haha.. today went there again... but this time not to eat... just to pass fy her a maths tys... but she not at home lor.. so i just pass to her bro.. then me and my fren went downstair and chat.. oh ya... btw is me and my other 2 frens go to fy hse there ... after that we walk to pending lrt then i went home le...
09November'04 @ 10.34pm

2004-11-04T01:01:00.000+08:00

sorry guys.... sorry for letting u all wait so long for my new post... i was kept bz the pass few few days by vcds... it is those kind alot of disc one... eg. meteor rain now is thursday morning... on monday... i got back my result whether promote.. retain.. or need re exam... and the result is....... i PROMOTE!!.. i was so happy.. but i really feel sad for my frens too... really very sad to see them cry.. haiz.. maybe u will think i am just gloating on their failure... but i really feel sad... wonder y cant they are given a chance to re exam... haiz.. i cant say much.. only can wish those who retain think that retaining maybe is a good route to strengthened the basic and be more optimistic abt it.. and those with re exam good luck... do ur best and promote with me... now i tok abt yesterday.. which is wednesday.. i had my project work presentation.. haiz.. my slide the order cock up... and i think i have drag my whole grp down... feel so guilty and sad as i did prepare for it... only can blame my nervousness and not staying calm when problems arise... hope my team member dun blame me.. in the evening.. went to temasek poly for volleyball training... didnt did anything right.. it is just a suay day for me...
04November'04 @ 0101am

izzit a lucky day??

2004-10-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

today get back chinese... paper 2 80 marks... maybe u will think not high... to me i am very satisfy le... econ paper 1 go thru 14 qn... onli 3 - 4 wrong... maybe u will also say no big due... but for my standard... i feel i very happy le... maybe today is my lucky day... so result seem good for me... hope tomoro can also be lucky day... haiz... but today tok to maths teacher... ask her whether i fail badly.. she just laugh... i think reallly is xiong (1) duo (1) ji (2) shao(3).... now can only pray physics and econ pass... and also pray gp can at least pass.. if not must retain le... if not then must re sit for exam again
18october'04 @ 11.57pm

Missing her

2004-10-17T14:59:00.000+08:00

dunno izzit becos of ytd open hse... somebody image keep on flashing in my mind when i am boring... dunno wat is she doing now?? is she as boring as me?? blah blah blah.. maybe shldn't think of such things.. cos toad cannot harbour thought for a swan... it is totally ridiculous and there will be no result...
17october'04 @ 3.04pm

OPEN HOUSE IN PJC

2004-10-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

wake up at 8am in the morning... so tired.. but still have to reach sch at 8.30 to help out in our volleyball booth... i am in charge of the drink stall we set up... we change into out volleyball training jersey before we start selling... yellow colour.. same as student counsellor jersey.. lolx .. the only different is the stripe.. ours is blue and theirs is black... hand so ache now.. cos i carry drinks and walk ard to sell... so fun.. keep using same tactic.. " buy drinks for the girls lar.. u see they so thirsty" haha.. in the end so many ppl say its me again.. cos they rmb the sentence.. so funny... today also spend quite alot buying and supporting other booth... bought candies at netball booth and kachang puteh at touch rugby booth.. today we earn 100+ and i feel quite happy... not becos of money.. is becos of frens made..
16october @ 8.58pm

once again... boring!!

2004-10-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

skip first period of assembly , go and sign name on the vanguard sheet tat will be given to the jc 2 at farewell assembly later on.. after that morning assembly is physics lecture.. if i noe i wun go le... go in 1 hr.. dunno wat that professor toking about... he tok so chim... come out of the lecture room.. saw alison sitting on the ground.. face like in pain.. so send her a msg asking her wat happen.. then we chat for some time and then teck meng took my phone to send her msg.. lucky she noe is him.. if not sure got misunderstanding...after tat is farewell assembly le... nv do anything... then go for pw for 2 hr... boring also.. then go home after that... today i had my dinner at 6... so early.. cos i always had it at 8 de... hehe
14october'04 @ 6.56pm

NO eXAM rEsULT

2004-10-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

sianz arr... nv get back any results.. must wait till 1st of nov... so long sia... still have to study without knowing can promote or not is so sianzzzzzz.. today lesson end at 1... then went lot 1 eat lunch... haha but stay at food court till 3+ or 4... come home then slp... then nothing to do liao come here blog... hehe... boring day!!
13october'04 @ 7.42pm

last day of interhouse games

2004-10-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

same as ytd... i whole morning was at the hall doing refereeing all this.. so nv go and watch my frens play basketball for semi-final and final... i am happy for the whole team except the nerd cos they won... they got the champion!!! but not happy is that the nerd actually got chance to play for less than 2 min.. aiya... hack care him lar... today got a girl caught my attention when i was refereeing the volleyball matches... even though she sprain her leg.. but she still want to continue playing the game... cos her team dun have any reserve.. if she cannot play... her whole team have to be disqualified... so she tightened her shoe and endure the pain and continue the match... whole day once i see her jump, my heart skip abit... so scare that she will sprain her leg once again..... haizzz.. tomoro maybe will get back exam paper... pray arr pray arr.. hope tat not so much paper fail... but i noe myself lar... the chance of not failing is very slim... really super slim
12october'04 @ 7.23pm

1st day of interhouse competition

2004-10-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

nv join any games... so can onli be referee for volleyball match... in the afternoon actually wanna play basketball... so went to find tat nerd boy to discuss whether can sub with him... but he keep on dragging time... want.. then dun want.. then want.. then dun want... after some time i dulan walk away... as all the rest of the team is my frens... i tell them not to sub him in... and today 2 matches... he only sit one side watch... haha.. orbi.. i purposely do this cos he say that "reserve sure can play one... if he fren ask him y he nv play... he will be pai seh to say he sub ppl"... so i want to let him noe that not all reserve will have a chance to play... and not playing the game and get the medal is not honourable at all!!!!
11october'04 @ 6:28pm

can't slp.. haiz

2004-10-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

haiz... 2 am in the morning... tosing on my bed... just cannot slp... in my mind all is "her"... izzit becos of "her" message?? all the things in my mind is wat i have done with "her".. all "her" smile.. action.. happy.. sad.. etc.. does this show i cannot forget her?? haiz.. here i am.. blogging.. hope i will feel tired and fall asleep... later still have to go sentosa.. maybe this is one of the reason y i keep thinking of "her".. cos of the agreement between us to organise an outing to sentosa... once again i going to return to my bed.. hope that i can fall asleep ba
10october'04 @ 02.27am

exam over...!!!!!!

2004-10-08T19:51:00.000+08:00

finally... the torture has gone... but i think need to kanna torture for one more year... cos % of retaining is increasing days by days... lolz... today slp until 1... exam start at 2.30pm... lolz.. in the end nv study anything... obviously the ans is sure fail lor... haiz... friday night... nothing to do or shld say dunno wat to do... but still very happy ... cos exam is over... at least can enjoy for 1 more month ... yippppeeeeee!!!!!
09october'04 @ 07.58pm

FAIL~~~~~

2004-10-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

haiz... study so much much much much.... still cannot do econ.... dunno study for wat sia... today hand almost break sia... first time chiong 2 hr and 15min non stop writing... lucky got break before chinese... if not need write chinese compo .... hand where can tahan... haizzzzzz... so scare that econ fail sia... but sheng duo ji shao lar... dun pin my hope so high... btw... alison.. if u happen to see this... i think i wun call u le ba... u dun want i also dun want force.. hahahahaha... dun disturb u... anyway.. i go and prepare for my wednesday physics and maths le... see ya
04 october'04 @ 7.58pm

studying studying studying

2004-10-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

whole afternoon studying econ... tired but managable.. cos revising and sms together... dun even noe whether all those notes got go inside my mind anot... at night call someone... hope she can make me relax abit... in the end hear something bad... haiz... then we put down when her stead want call her... after that.. here i am here blogging le... long time no blog... partly is no time and partly is due to nothing to write... monday is my econ exam... if tomoro got time maybe i will blog ba... if not then ............... i also dunno when... buaizzz
02 october'04 @ 11.11 p.m

So Full

2004-09-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

arggg... today eat too much thing le.... dinner eat quite a lot of rice... then parents go order golden pillow ( jin zhen tou ) --> it is like a big bun then inside got curry chicken... the bread alot sia... like endless like tat... so fullllll ~.~ so many hw need to complete haiz... first time i so seriously read a newspaper... cos i need find 10 articles for my gp file... still got physics... maths haven do... haiz... i think i become more and more like pig le... eat so much.. then today wake up at 1pm ++ .... haha.. 4 days more before my gp paper start... still haven finish revising... must go chiong le... see ya

26 september'04 @ 9.25pm

NeW "funiture"

2004-09-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

went to jurong pt with my mother..... finally change my posb card to new one le.. but becos i want put my name on it.. so have to wait for them to mail me the card... anyway... this is not the main pt... the main thing is we bought a keyboard... which i long to have one and a dvd recorded... hehe... finally can record show... so happy... then at night went to my grandma hse to celebrate my cousin bdae... today i pang seh qi.. nv accompany him go... lucky nv agree... cos not long later my grandma call us that tonight must go there... haiz... anyway... this does not affect my happy mood for today ^^ less than 1 week before exam.. still no mood to study... hehe...
25 september'04 @ 10.52pm

YeAh... I pAsS mY mAtHs

2004-09-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

add 3 marks to my test and finally i pass the first lecture maths test... this feeling so good.... cos is first time ..... but... the econ essay test today sux... no time finish... sure fail... today is the first mass PE i like... no need do running... just play game... song... somemore dinner is eat crab... so long time nv eat.. almost forget wat it taste like le... seems to be a smooth day for me except for tat stupid econ test... tomoro no need go sch... whahaha... but have to go out with mother =.=... nvm , at least is spend her money.. not mine... hehe ... Y volleyball player cannot join volleyball... haiz... just now see them play... so envy... really hope that i am in the match... but cant... cos of that stupid rule of cannot join the game of ur cca... haiz... nvm lar.. now shld concentrate on studies.. not inter house competition... soooo tired... go slp soon
24 September'04 @ 10.49

BoRiNg DaY

2004-09-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

soooooo boring... haiz.. my life seem sianzz.. no interesting things happen?? is this the life of a jc student?? does a jc student only revolve ard the books and notes?? i see my fren in poly like have a more interesting life than me.... so envy sia... so guys in poly... treasure ur life!!! at night i went to my grandma hse... so long time nv go le.... but at there also boring... cos all my cousins all so young... i cant possibly go join them colouring books... furthermore tomoro got econ essay test.... study study study... hehe.. hmmm.. nothing to write for today... i go back study le... buaizzzz

23 september '04 @ 11.25pm

LIAR NEGOTIATION!!!!!!!

2004-09-22T13:20:00.000+08:00

someone in our class is a very cb kia.... want to act as if he a pai kia... in the end when we confront him.... he like a mouse.... A LIAR is always a LIAR... he think he very clever... can make up alot of stories and tell different ppl... in the end all the stories came back to us and keep on denying he say this and tat... wtf?? i rather believe my fren say he said this rather than he deny he nv say... cos who will believe wat a liar say?? i really hope he continue ask pai kia call us and threatened us... so that we can permantly get him off this sch... see his face also sianz.. furthermore in class... SUAY ARR SUAY ARR...haiz... 8 days to exam... i finally start revising my physics... hahahahahaha

22 september'04 @ 10.20pm

hair cutting day!!!

2004-09-21T14:02:00.000+08:00

My fren wei qi bring me to IMM cut hair... it was an awful process cos there something wrong with the shaver, and thruout the cutting, pain was the onli word on my mind, haizzzz. My fren say my hair like small children hair style... haha.. dunno is i give wrong request to cut armani short or she is inexperience, cos she dun look quite old. however, i still feel that qb hse not bad lar, at least got free comb... haha.. i very stingy de... lolz and the fee is not very xpensive also... 10 more days to 1st promo exam on 1st on oct... but still no mood to study.... die le lar... hope can promote ba ^^

20 september'04 @ 11.02pm

Pair of New Shoes ^_^

2004-09-20T13:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah... i got my new shoes today... but i dun think it is very very nice.. cos the pattern is limited cos i bought at lot 1 and time is rushing cos my sis want watch tv... but nvm ^_^ since is my parents pay for it... haha.. today not much interesting things happen, so i stop here...9 days before exam... + U wor

21 september'04 @ 10.00pm